birth!

On Friday, I saw a baby being born for the very first time. Don't worry, I'm not going to be super cheesy and talk about the miracle of life or something, but I think it was the best possible birth I could have observed at first, for the following reasons:

1) Mom had an epidural.
2) Baby and Mom were both healthy.
3) It was Mom's 2nd baby.
4) It was a lot cleaner than I expected, actually. Well, I guess with the exception of the amniotic fluid forming a projectile straight into the nurse's face. She probably didn't think the birth was so clean. But since I wasn't in the "line of fire," shall we say, I found it exceptionally hilarious. I know admitting this means karma might just slap me in the face with amniotic fluid someday, but it has to be said.

I took a reproductive health class in college (from an anthropology perspective, I might add), and up until this point I'd felt conflicted about hospital births. Are they actually superior to home births for healthy moms? Does hospitalization take something away from the magic of the experience? But I have to say that after observing a hospital birth in person for the very first time, I think an epidural plus someone else to clean up the mess seems pretty damn good. That's not to say that there aren't ways to improve the hospital experience for pregnant women, especially women who are not as compliant with the system as this particular family was, but I definitely saw the beauty in a hospital birth.

Also, I learned that there is no way I want the grandmas in the room when I give birth. Having them say "I see the baby's hair!" was just WAY too weird. I would probably shout "Stop looking at my va-jay-jay!" and that would be the end of that.

ballet

Today I took my first ballet class in... too long. Now I just feel high on life. Maybe it's the endorphins, maybe it's the reality, but even though I know my body will be aching tomorrow, I don't care.

I am so fortunate to have the wealth, health, ability, and friends to motivate me to do something I love. To do something purely for the enjoyment of doing it. I'm glad I didn't wait too long to go back to dance - something I have loved for such a long time.

Even though I was told going in to med school that I should hold on to my passions to keep my sanity, I think I took that too lightly. I'm glad I didn't learn my lesson too late - at least I was able to walk out of class in one piece today! Do the stuff you love. Even if it's annoying to schedule. Even if you don't know how you could possibly fit it in. Do it. You'll thank yourself later.

My calves may not be thanking me right now, but my sanity sure is.

want to lose your appetite?

Some things I learned in medical school this week:

1) If you're a medical student, be warned: you may be shown gross videos at any time, without warning.

People must think we signed up for this or something. Therefore, one day you may walk into your microbes afternoon lecture, unsuspecting, thinking you're going to see some cute pictures of bacteria or viruses, but no - instead you are treated to a 5-minute long video of a foot debridement. What's debridement, you ask? You really don't want to know, but since you're reading my blog, you must be expecting this just as much as I was - debridement is when you cut infected flesh to squeeze out all the pus and scrape away as much of the festering flesh as possible. Repeat that image, five times slow. And the foot just gets more misshapen and festering. And the lecturer just keeps lecturing. Most of the class is looking away, taking glances that just get worse and worse. A few are ogling the screen with what I would describe as unadulterated interest. C'mon people. This stuff is gross.

What's worse is that I know I will have to do it. In real life. With real smells. I think I just threw up in my mouth. But ugh, does that really mean I have to watch it now??

2) Please, please, please America. Stop getting fat. Obesity is a vicious cycle that not only causes medical problems, but makes them harder to treat. Again, my unsuspecting medical student mind expected to zone out a little during a lecture on the mechanics of respiratory ventilation and sleep. Instead, I watched this video with almost as much horror:

http://www.cdc.gov/obesity/data/trends.html

I don't mean to go on a soapbox. I know how hard it is to avoid eating all the amazingly tempting foods we have available to us. But if I've learned nothing else so far this year - becoming obese is one of the worst risk factors for ill health. Ok, I have to stop writing. I need to go to the gym or something.

1/8 MD

And a new semester begins! I guess I shouldn't technically call it a semester, because we technically have two "blocks" this spring, one going to the end of March, and then a second in April and May. We are now done with Anatomy and Biochemistry, and in place of those two classes, we now have Immunology, Microbiology, and Genetics. Physiology, Histology, and Practice of Medicine continue.

I guess they thought we weren't busy enough last semester.

So with the new year I say farewell to having Wednesday and Friday afternoons free (if "free" means studying). I guess I shouldn't complain too much, however, because I am sitting in class right now, blogging. Sometimes I take class time to ponder whether sitting in class helps me at all - today, we were regaled with a 15 minute analogy comparing Pokemon to microbes. All I learned was which of my classmates to tease about their childhood (or perhaps current) activities...

I'm not really one for New Year's resolutions, but I do hope to improve some basic life skills. Like flossing every day. Cooking dinner on the stove (instead of the microwave) and making it to the grocery store at least once a week. Exercising a few times per week. Oh yeah, and maybe studying a little.